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 of late, the company has been refreshingly zing. I figured I needed out. it was better this way than allowing my mind to wander out even further. of late, I find myself quite a good girlfriend in many ways than one. so maybe I'll find that inner calmness in myself soon. (okay okay, no link I know. I've always been very very random what.) perhaps my friday nights were never a blast, but I'll make sure it turns out to be different as expected. of late, people I've been sleepin' with (now now I know that sounds promiscuous but lets not go there) have the tendencies to wake up earlier than me. and THAT disrupts me from sleeping. cos I cant stand having the thought that people are looking at me sleeping. (although I like to do that haha) everytime I asked, its always someone else you're singin' about. take two steps front and one step back :) I'll be there as soon as I can. saddest part is I've never really left at all. I dont think this is where I belong, I dont think I'm going to last here. |
